In a Strange place that doesnt feel that strange, for the first time in my life iv made a decission to move out.. out of my circle and into a bigger one, Not protected anymore, just a whim of excitment .. have to keep my feet firmly gripped to the ground.. the world keeps moving and i stare into the orb not knowing how to get into the world of activity. The need to be productive or be a useless produce waiting to be picked. The world is not what it seems to be... unfamiliar ties hidden beneath the cleanliness and advance stage tht this country is in unlike my own. Cant play or run and hide no more im in a place where i have to seek what lies beneath its smiling face and money... ha What we are born into and what we're born to be. Whose to say where lifes gonna take me or.. where i wanna walk from here. no luxuries like  home ... i think im a stranger to me.

F**K!!

Twisted thoughts never kind,

Love and hate both entwined.

She's to judge right from wrong,

Singing the same ol' f**king song.

Riots strciken, The games been played,

A Tortured heart, trust betrayed.

Another Thorn slashing her vein, As usual said a prayer,

to feel no pain.

so was washed away by the rain, took her pain,

Took her soul, buried her pride , lost her name.

Who is she? what the f**k,

Her identity slipped right under the schmuck.

Before you know it, Inside she's dead..oh the dread.

No hope, No joy, Just a false smiling face,

stand Joyous now feel no pain,

Victorious of he that slain, he that chained her feet to the ground,

and squeezed her dry of emotion, she was no longer sane.

Cant you see, theres a new game to play, I feel no sorrow,

Numb yet again,

Your  no longer a problem, Just a failed Test..

Just a gnat to be forgotten like the rest,

For sadly at love I'v no luck,

Your just a bit of this vast ocean called life....

So like Yourself go F**k!!